It's the hardest thing I've ever had to do

To try and keep from calling you

Well, can my dreams keep coming true?

How can they?

Cause when I sleep, I never dream of you.

As if the dream of you, it sleeps too

But it never slips away

It just gains its strength and digs its hooks

To drag me through the day.

[Chorus]

And I'm caught

I forget all that I've been taught

I can't keep calm, I can't keep still

Pulled apart against my will.

It's the hardest thing I've ever had to prove

You turn to salt as I turned around to look at you

Old friends have said, the books I've read

Say it's the thing to do

But it's hard to see it when you're in it

Cause I went blind for you.

Then you leave my head, crawl out the bed

Subconscious ...

And for those hours deep in the dark

Perhaps you don't exist.

[Chorus]

And I'm caught

I forget all that I've been taught

I can't keep calm, I can't keep still

Pulled apart against my will.

And I was thrashing on the line

Somewhere between

Desperate and divine

I can't keep calm, I can't keep still

Persephone will have her fill.

[Chorus x2]

And I'm caught

I forget all that I've been taught

I can't keep calm, I can't keep still

Pulled apart against my will.