Dear diary, dear diary

I've been searching for a higher me

I'm in the sky, in the pilot's seat, trying to stop my mind from spiraling

And that's irony, that's irony

I'm just looking for a resolution, I just want to be a better human

But it's hard when everybody's acting stupid

Pardon me if that came off rude, I just have a bad attitude

With the world and not just with you, it's the side effects of abuse

I admit I'm a little strange, I don't think that I'll ever change

I survived a whole life of pain, you could say I escaped my fate.

I'm a cynical, egotistical, unpredictable, hardened criminal

And I can be a little hypocritical, but I'll admit it straight to your face

I'm unbreakable, irreplaceable, undeniably inspirational

I used everything I had available to make me the person I am today.

Dear diary, dear diary

I just had another wild dream

I was in a world that admired me, and when I woke up I was smiling

And that's irony, that's irony

You talk a lot but you don't even know me

I'm just hoping that my testimony will inspire y'all to stop acting phony

Pardon me if that came off weird, I don't mean to be mean, I swear

I have been through a lot this year, I just want to make a few things clear

I don't like it when people hate behind my back and not to my face

Nowadays it just feels so fake, so I'll cut the grass to expose the snakes.

I'm unstoppable, it's impossible

You don't wanna see the diabolical side of me that never stops, is volatile

So I suggest you stay in your lane

I'm unapologetic, you know where it's headed

I will never ever let up off the pedal

I got the spirit of every warrior in me ever, so back the fuck up, get out my face.

You're a slave to labor and you praise the fascist

You kiss the hand that takes half in taxes

Faking outrage and being seen, a generation with no self-esteem

It's time to rise up and stand against them, break the chains and finally see the vision

We're post-traumatic from a broken system

Follow me into the chaos engine.

It's time to stand, it's time to fight

Don't be afraid to twist the knife

Your sacrifice to break the curse

Prepare to die, prepare to burn

Abandon hope, it's not enough

'cause all our gods abandoned us

Your sacrifice to break the curse

Light the match, watch it burn.

Heaven falls, the angels die

Let it burn from the start

When everything falls apart.

When everything falls apart

Why have you forsaken me?

When everything falls apart

Heavy is the crown, you see

When everything falls apart

Why have you forsaken me?

When everything falls apart

Heavy is the crown, you see

When everything falls apart

When everything falls apart.