I wasn't looking for a hideaway

I need the heat of a thousand bodies

Crowds will devour, I don't need breathing space

Consumed by hopelessness and all my worries.

Save me, colours erase, nothing will fill up the space

I'm drowning under the waves and so out of place

I'm feeling a way, maybe this life was a waste

Should I just throw it away?

All my friends have settled and grown

And then there's me here dancing alone

Fuelled by heartbreak mixed with the chemicals

They are sleeping and I am stoned.

All my friends have settled and grown

And then there's me here dancing alone

Am I breathing into my detriment?

I'll keep bleeding and I'll be stoned.

I don't want to have to cry again

Or say to them "goodbye and I'm so sorry"

This pain crescendos right until the end

Keep telling myself that it's them and not me.

Save me, colours erase, nothing will fill up the space

Drowning under the waves and so out of place

I'm feeling a way, maybe this life was a waste

Should I just throw it away?

All my friends have settled and grown

And then there's me here dancing alone

Fuelled by heartbreak mixed with the chemicals

They are sleeping and I am stoned.

All my friends have settled and grown

And then there's me here dancing alone

Am I breathing into my detriment?

I'll keep bleeding and I'll be stoned.

All my friends have settled and grown

And then there's me here dancing alone

Fuelled by heartbreak mixed with the chemicals

They are sleeping and I am stoned.

All my friends have settled and grown

And then there's me here dancing alone

Am I breathing into my detriment?

I'll keep bleeding and I'll be stoned.