I've been depressed since you left

Tried to fill the hole with wine

Stopped the drugs when she came

Cleaned my act up overnight.

If you reach with no reply

I'll see you when I see you, man

You can't talk me through the fall

If we don't know if I can land.

Tried to grow, but the past

It tears me down to size

Tell the world how to process

But don't take the same advice.

Half remember what I say

Then the morning's filled with fear

Can't get a handle on my grief

When every memory turns to tears.

It's been a long year and we're not even halfway there.

Is this the ending of our youth when pain starts taking over?

I just don't know if I can ever just let it go

Everything's falling apart

When love is real, there's never closure

I guess it's all part of life

But I can't help but feel low

We spend our youth with arms and hearts wide open

And then the dark gets in and that's the end of youth.

I've been lost since the teens but pretend it's all alright

All my ups led to falls that led to trying to end my life

Just a boy at the start, they lent on like a man

You were meant to be my friend and not to take all that you can.

Disengaged to create, try to re-invent the wheel

No one knows what they want, so I just give you what I feel

If I slip and get high I know the low is always near

When I'm down I never see you, when I'm up you all appear.

It's been a long year and we're not even halfway there.

Is this the ending of our youth when pain starts taking over?

I just don't know if I can ever just let it go

Everything's falling apart

When love is real, there's never closure

I guess it's all part of life

But I can't help but feel low

We spend our youth with arms and hearts wide open

And then the dark gets in and that's the end of youth.

It's been a long year and we're not even halfway there.

Is this the ending of our youth when pain starts taking over?

I just don't know if I can ever just let it go

Everything's falling apart

When love is real, there's never closure

I guess it's all part of life

But I can't help but feel low

We spend our youth with arms and hearts wide open

And then the dark gets in and that's the end of youth

We spend our youth with arms and hearts wide open

And then the dark gets in and that's the end of youth.