I caught a sickness and they don't know the name of it

I flew to paris trying to get away

Mm, I drown my sadness, embarrassed by the shame of it

But all it seems to do is magnify the pain

I wish I was a strong boy, head in the sand

If I were them, I would be the man

And my lips are searching for what happiness is

I'm dragging my feet trying to breathe again.

Yeah, I'm trying to feel amazing

Yeah, but I can't get out of my way, and

Yeah, wish I could feel amazing

But this is all that I can feel today.

I tore the page and I put all of my weight on it

So I could stop it trying to blow away

Mm, the darkest days, well, I got all I could take from them

Starting to think it'll never change

I see my life is planned in front of me

And I don't need to do a thing just because I can

And my friends are talking like, "what's happened to him?"

I'm dragging my feet trying to breathe again

And...

Yeah, I'm trying to feel amazing

Yeah, but I can't get out of my way, and

Yeah, wish I could feel amazing

But this is all that I can feel today, and

Yeah, I'm trying to feel amazing

Yeah, but I can't get out of my way, and

Yeah, wish I could feel amazing

But this is all that I can feel today.

I'm trying to think, at the same time trying to say something

Can't switch off my brain so don't meditate

Every time I crack a smile I can sense another tear coming

That's kinda weird, but what can I say?

I know I'm on the edge, and one push of the wind

Will send me flying deep into the unknown

I guess this is the time to let 'em all in

'cause nothing is worse than when you hit the low

And...

Yeah, I'm trying to feel amazing

Yeah, but I can't get out of my way, and

Yeah, wish I could feel amazing

But this is all that I can feel today

And...

Yeah, I'm trying to feel amazing

Yeah, but I can't get out of my way, and

Yeah, wish I could feel amazing

But this is all that I can feel today, yeah...

Yeah, this is all that I can feel today

Yeah, this is all that I can feel today.