They all dedicate lines to you

Thin lines, easy seen through.

Of course they do to be like others, who

All feel something I wont pretend to feel just for you

Because ive never ever wanted anything from you.

Ive watched them marry up

Their wives and lives with ties and lies,

Ive seen them fuck infatuation

And call it you so they feel safer

I hope you'll stay with them forever

Let them sit back and never dream thoughts like mine

Scared hearts running from you

Take longer to prove

They can sit back and laugh while others do

But still they hold you in awe

Am I the first to ever question you exist?

Why do I throw up when she says she gives me herself only for you

Or her belief in you is only for me

Sometimes I almost envy the need, but don't see the prize.