I met god

Just for a minute

Sat in his house

Took a look around

And saw I didn't fit in.

I tried love

(I tried love)

Gave me something to believe in

(Gave me something to believe in)

Planning futures from the start

Giving pieces of my heart

Just to end up leaving

(Just to end up leaving)

Am I gonna die trying to find my happy ending?

And will I ever know what it's like to be fine without pretending

That my skin isn't crawling

My demons aren't calling and tearing me to shreds?

Am I gonna die trying to find my happy ending?

I got high

(I got high)

You name it, I've tried it

(You name it, I've tried it)

Sure, I'm sober now

And everybody's proud

But I miss my vices.

And I tried to be your hero

(And I tried to be your hero)

I lent you my voice

(I lent you my voice)

I was your poster child

It was working for a while

But it didn't fill the void.

Am I gonna die trying to find my happy ending?

And will I ever know what it's like to be fine without pretending

That my skin isn't crawling

My demons aren't calling and tearing me to shreds?

Am I gonna die trying to find my happy

Find my happy ending?

(Whoa, whoa, whoa)

(Whoa, whoa, whoa)

(Whoa, whoa, whoa)

Find my happy ending

(Whoa, whoa, whoa)

(Whoa, whoa, whoa)

(Whoa, whoa, whoa)

Trying to find my happy ending.