9 times

9 times I was told 'i love you' by somebody that didn't love me back.

8 times

8 times I tried to hurt myself just to make it feel numb, to feel less.

7 times

7 times I prayed for my father to beat cancer cause I don't know anybody stronger.

6 times

6 times is all I need, 6 kisses is all I need to fall in love with you.

5 times

5 times I told my mom it was ok to be just like her.

4 times

4 times I signed my life away and begged for it back.

3 times

3 times I lost the greatest people in my life.

2 times

2 times is the amount of texts I sent to cisco before he got gunned down.

1 time

1 time is all I need to tell myself, it's ok, girl, you can cry now.