Nowadays

I lie awake

Spend my nights talking to my ceiling

Keep to myself

I've always felt outnumbered

Spin my head around

I keep wondering who's out to get me

Cut my ties

Live my life in circles.

Nowadays I look over my shoulder

Paranoia eating at my mind

I don't know if I can take it much longer

Fighting and no one's on my side

To say how I've lost my way out

Nowadays I look over my shoulder

Fighting but no one's on my side.

It's safe to say

I can't relate

Learned to hide in crowded places

Turn off my phone

Never know where to find me

There's a price to pay

I can never seem to learn my lesson

Spend my time even though I can't afford it.

Nowadays I look over my shoulder

Paranoia eating at my mind

I don't know if I can take it much longer

Fighting and no one's on my side

To say how I've lost my way out

Nowadays I look over my shoulder

Fighting but no one's on my side.

Fighting but no one's on my side

I can't do this alone.

Nowadays I look over my shoulder

Paranoia eating at my mind

I don't know if I can take it much longer

Fighting and no one's on my side

To say how I've lost my way out

Nowadays I look over my shoulder

Fighting but no one's on my side.

Nowadays

I lie awake

Spend my nights talking to my ceiling

Keep to myself

I've always felt outnumbered

Spin my head around

I keep wondering who's out to get me

Cut my ties

Live my life in circles.