All along I was scared to breathe

So afraid that the world was gonna leave me behind

In the dark I refused to see

That I was barely alive.

It's such a bitter pill to swallow

But I learned to call it reality

I didn't wanna wake up

I didn't wanna wake up

I didn't wanna wake up and miss the misery.

All along I refused to believe

Paranoid that my fear already left me to die

In the end when I stopped I could see

That I was feeding the lie.

Caught in between another time and place

When no one cared to know my name

Feels like it's never enough

When is it ever enough?)

I build it up just to tear it back down again.

Fighting fate only to surrender

Only to surrender.

I'm the worst at letting go

To the scars I loved the most

Will they bury me, bury me now?

Running from the worst in me

Left me broken, wondering

Will they bury me, bury me now?

It's such a bitter pill to swallow

But I learned to call it reality

I didn't wanna wake up

I didn't wanna wake up

I didn't wanna wake up, wake up, wake up.

It's such a bitter pill to swallow

But I learned to call it reality

I didn't wanna wake up

I didn't wanna wake up

I didn't wanna wake up and miss the misery.

I hold the key to escaping my reality

I hold the key to creating my identity

I build it up just to tear it back down again.

Fighting fate only to surrender

Only to surrender.

I'm the worst at letting go

To the scars I loved the most

Will they bury me, bury me now?

Running from the worst in me

Left me broke and wondering

Will they bury me, bury me now?

Will they bury me, bury me now?

They won't bury me, bury me now.