I might say something stupid

Talk to myself in the mirror

Wear these clothes as disguise

Just to re-enter the party.

Door is open

Let in but still outside

I look perfect for the background

I get nervous, sip the wine.

I go so cold

I go so cold

'cause I don't know if I belong here anymore, I

I don't feel like nothing special

I snag my tights out on the lawn chair

Guess I'm a mess and play the role

Used to live just for the party.

Door is open

I'm famous but not quite

But I'm perfect for the background

One foot in a normal life.

I go so cold

I go so cold

And I don't know if I belong here anymore, I