So I've been trying hard to open up

When I lost someone it hit me rough

I paid to toughen up in therapy

She said to me, 'soften up'.

I'm sorry if I push your good away

Especially when I'm needing you to stay

I know you hate that I still test your love

I'm trying not to fuck this up.

But the benefit of all the broken hearts

That I broke before they could break me

Is a little bit of life regrets

I won't bring that mess to you when you're with me

And I wanna be brave enough to show you my not-so-perfect family

And I wanna be brave enough for everything.

Surrender my heart

(I'm out here in the open)

I wanna get closer

(I believe in you every night)

Surrender my heart

I wanna be open

I wanna be honest with you.

I used to soldier through my hardest days

I used to switch it off, ignore the pain

I craved to feel it all entirely in your arms, baby.

But the benefit of all the broken hearts

That I broke before they could break me

Is a little bit of life regrets

I won't bring that mess to you when you're with me

And I wanna be brave enough to show you my not-so-perfect family

And I wanna be brave enough for everything.

Surrender my heart

(I'm out here in the open)

I wanna get closer

(I believe in you every night)

Surrender my heart

I wanna be open

I wanna be honest with you.

I believe in you every night

(Na-na-na-na-na-na-na)

Every night

(Na-na-na-na-na-na-na)

Every night

(I believe in you every night)

I believe in you every night

(Na-na-na-na-na-na-na)

Every night

(Na-na-na-na-na-na-na)

Every night

(I believe in you every night)

Surrender my heart

(I'm out here in the open)

I wanna get closer

(I believe in you every night)

Surrender my heart

I wanna be open

I wanna be honest with you.