Since I left I needed medicine

Just can't shake it off

Waking up I'm on the fence again

Don't know what I lost

So I'm not in any photographs

Took that like a punch

Talking to myself right off the ledge

Guess that's what I want.

Could say I messed up

Could say I dodged a bullet

A different lifestyle, I don't know what to call it

I don't know what to call it.

I hate it when I'm here

I love it when I'm leaving

I miss you when you're gone

I'm floating in between

Will I ever put my feet on the ground?

Just be happy with the way it is now?

I hate it when I'm here

I love it when I'm leaving

The more I feel alone

The more I miss the deep end

Will I ever drop my bags on the ground?

Just be happy with the way it is now? (now)

Fighting through my tongue like fingernails

I know I should stop

Sorry that I had to bail again

That's not what I want

On a plane these thoughts are turning

Always on then off

Somewhere in between I'm torn again

No one knows I'm gone.

Could say I messed up

Could say I dodged a bullet

A different lifestyle, I don't know what to call it

I don't know what to call it.

I hate it when I'm here

I love it when I'm leaving

I miss you when you're gone

I'm floating in between

Will I ever put my feet on the ground?

Just be happy with the way it is now?

I hate it when I'm here

I love it when I'm leaving

The more I feel alone

The more I miss the deep end

Will I ever drop my bags on the ground?

Just be happy with the way it is now? (now)