You always said that I lucked out

But I just feel more lost now

It's all a scene like magazines

It all just pulls me under.

And my expectations

Like poison, I know that

Stuck in this cycle

I'm fine though, I'm fine.

This isn't what I thought it'd be like

Just an illusion doesn't sit right

At every corner, there's a red light

Perfect moments seem to slip by

And when I wake up

Tastes so sweet, like it was made up

This isn't what I thought it'd be like

Just an illusion what it feels like, it feels like.

Window tinted the glass

I don't know where I'm at

Letting go of the wheel like a basketcase

I don't know how to feel

I don't know what I meant

No, it's not really real when I'm lost in.

And my expectations

Like poison, I know that

Stuck in this cycle

I'm fine though, I'm fine.

This isn't what I thought it'd be like

Just an illusion doesn't sit right

At every corner, there's a red light

Perfect moments seem to slip by

And when I wake up

Tastes so sweet, like it was made up

This isn't what I thought it'd be like

Just an illusion what it feels like, it feels like.

You know I always

Build it up just to be let down

Staring at another blank wall

I don't know what to believe now.

This isn't what I thought it'd be like

Just an illusion doesn't sit right

At every corner, there's a red light

Perfect moments seem to slip by

And when I wake up

Tastes so sweet, like it was made up

This isn't what I thought it'd be like

Just an illusion what it feels like, it feels like.