Out of focus, out of focus

I don't call nobody notice, nobody know this

I'm invisible even to myself.

On my mattress, on my mattress

My only friends are dust and ashes, blunts and matches

It's a ritual but it don't help.

I push everyone away

Before they can runaway

I'm not gonna let you see

Everything underneath

I put up a thousand walls

So I don't get hurt no more

All you get is what you see

This ain't no apology.

I don't think I'll ever be good enough

I don't think I'm ever gonna find someone

Don't you leave me alone

Won't you carry me home.

I don't think I'll ever be good enough

Voices in my head wish I could turn 'em off

Don't you leave me alone

Won't you carry me home.

With the lights off, with the lights off

I don't have to see the things I'm terrified of

I'm invisible keep it to myself

Keep it to myself

Keep it to myself, baby.

Tvs on but I ain't watching

I just tryna to fill the silence while I lie here

It's a ritual but it don't help

Help

Help

Help.

I put up a thousand walls

So I don't get hurt no more

All you get is what you see

This ain't no apology.

I don't think I'll ever be good enough

I don't think I'm ever gonna find someone

Don't you leave me alone

Won't you carry me home.

I don't think I'll ever be good enough

Voices in my head wish I could turn 'em off

Don't you leave me alone

Won't you carry me home.

Please don't leave me alone

Won't you carry me home.

Please don't leave me alone

Won't you carry me home.

Please don't leave me alone

Please don't leave me alone

Won't you carry me home.

I don't think I'll ever be good enough

I don't think I'm ever gonna find someone

Don't you leave me alone

Won't you carry me home.

I don't think I'll ever be good enough

Voices in my head wish I could turn 'em off

Don't you leave me alone

Won't you carry me home.

Please don't leave me alone

Won't you carry me home.

Please don't leave me alone

Leave me alone

Won't you carry me home.