You're the reason I feel so alive (I feel so alive)

You're the craving that tears me apart from the inside

You're my downfall, the one I obey (the one I obey)

I'm a monster, the freak that you needed and it's okay.

Is this sick and depraved?

I see hell is defined

Is this twisted and crazed?

Or a brilliant disguise.

It starts out a fantasy

Then turns into misery

I'll be your pariah

Take it out on me

Eyes shut, no reality

A sucker for your vanity

I'll be your pariah

Take it out on me.

I came to you like a moth to a flame

I was the piece of the puzzle you played in your own game

I should have known by the look in your eyes

But now we've gone too far

Now I'm holding on tight

Trying hard just to survive.

Is this sick and depraved?

I see hell is defined

Is this twisted and crazed?

Or a brilliant disguise.

It starts out a fantasy

Then turns into misery

I'll be your pariah

Take it out on me

Eyes shut, no reality

A sucker for your vanity

I'll be your pariah

Take it out on me.

You know it's what I hate

So come and take it out on me.

Is this sick and depraved?

I see hell is defined

Is this twisted and crazed?

Or a brilliant disguise.

It starts out a fantasy

Then turns into misery

I'll be your pariah

Take it out on me

Eyes shut, no reality

A sucker for your vanity

I'll be your pariah

Take it out on me.