I've never been so selfish, reckless

Hell this is all my fault

I was full of all these

Useless excuses

Abusing the love I lost.

I never thought you'd be my greatest mistake

Or that mine would be the heart I'd break.

I pushed you away

When you needed me

You wanted to talk

I wanted to drink

Only told you I loved you

When you said it to me

Now I'm here at home

All alone with your memory

I got what I wanted

I did this to me.

If I'm being honest

I promise

I thought this

Would work itself out.

Oh, if I had gotten over myself

I wouldn't be getting over you now, no...

I pushed you away

When you needed me

You wanted to talk

I wanted to drink

Only told you I loved you

When you said it to me

Now I'm here at home

All alone with your memory

I got what I wanted

I did this to me.

I wish I said I loved you. mm...

Enough for you to feel it. oh...

I wish I would have held you

I wish you could believe it.

I wish I said I loved you

Enough for you to feel it

I wish I would have held you

I wish you could believe it.

I pushed you away

When you needed me

You wanted to talk

I wanted to drink

Only told you I loved you

When you said it to me

Now I'm here at home

All alone with your memory

I got what I wanted

I did this to me.

Oh...

Mm. I did this to me

Oh, oh...

Oh, oh...

I did this to me. yeah...

Yeah, yeah, mm, oh, oh, mm...