This is the part where I laugh at myself

And the world for thinking that things could actually change

Just like the old me you knew once before

Who almost destroyed and lost everything to this same damn thing

I'm once again in my head, I'm way over my head

And I can't seem to find a place to put all this pain

My hope is a fraud and I can't talk to god

I believed in the good of the world and now I'm just ashamed.

I want to drink 'cause I'm mad and I'm angry

But I swore I promised my wife that I wouldn't drink again

There were so many chances I had that I wasted

As time went on by that were never to be seen again

And I never felt bad or guilty about moving on with my life

But I could never move on from you in the end

So I fight for love, come on break my heart.