But I'm still here glug glug click making myself sad making myself sick gray and cold deaf and mute outside in rain in this brand new suit left to waste start to hurt sick and dry and this is life staring back is this my face I'd end it all but my gun's misplaced so sianara im signing off say goodnight say goodbye so long for now its figured out say goodnight say goodbye so long for now its figured out say goodnight say goodbye.