It's hard to fake when I'm not faded

I thought I could repair myself

When you ask me what's the matter

The actor says he hates himself

When we collided in the morning

Screaming with the mission bell

We burnt the city without warning

Reaching out for someone's help.

How many times did we run from each other?

How many times did I walk out the door?

Into the dark, we're no good for each other

Into the dark, I'm not welcome no more.

'cause I been spendin' all this time alone

I'm on the red line, sinkin' aperol

Another vessel in a winter coat.

Lonely hours cut me so deep

The only part that gives me hell

A secret weapon that no one showed me

Fall out of love, you lose yourself

Every hour tickin' by, I think about you

I reminisce your memory and what did I choose?

A sentimental comedy, the joke is on you

It's on me, too.

How many times did we run from each other?

How many times did I walk out the door?

Into the dark, we're no good for each other

Into the dark, I'm not welcome no more.

'cause I been spendin' all this time alone

I'm on the red line, sinkin' aperol

Another vessel in a winter coat

Am I just waitin' for my time to go?

I hear the whistle for the doors to close

Another vessel in a winter coat.