Bothered and handcuffed

A prayer for sweet release

Cause I know this pain

Is just the beginning

Lie awake

Counting sheep like falling rain drops over me

Over myself when my heart stops beating

As I

Break down

This is crashing - down around me

I expose myself and now I

Break down

I keep asking

Would you leave me down and out

I'm all alone again (again)

In solitude

Completely and totally

Fixated on you

Lost inside

Everything is incomplete

The cost is high

All the pain you gave to me

?????

Driven by my tendencies

So simplistically sadistic how you push me to the limit

Losing myself

Break down

This is crashing - down around me

I expose myself and now I

Break down

I keep asking

Would you leave me down and out

I'm all alone again

I'm all alone, empty inside

There are no happy endings for me

There is no place die

Force me back to the beginning painful

Pushing me back to the start again

Break down

This is crashing - down around me

I expose myself and now I

Break down

I keep asking

Would you leave me down and out

I'm all alone again