Feels so cold to be abandoned

I can't see past what you have done

Memoried how they fade away

Now you want to come back

I walked away from you

No fuckin' tears for them lost years

I took the pain then I turned it to hatred

So dead to me

No fantasy

My own blood is the enemy remedy

Long gone test me be strong

Let me move on

Kill the memories

That I see only tragedy

From his belt to his hands to his fist

I can't felive this

I can't forgive this

I locked you out

These years

This hatred

Cries in my head

Steady coming with that friendly fire

Shooting me down

Two caps to the back

Dropped face first

Hit the ground

Never around

So in the fucking mind you're dead

And now that you're alone you want to be my friend to

Foe

Who got control

Now I'm the one thats walking away

So what do you gotta say

Lying bruised and beat

Kicked to the curb

You're not my gather dont bother because you never were

Take that motherfucker

[Chorus]

Striving forever to find who I am

Striving forever to find who I am

Abandonment how I can taste it

My resentment time to face it

On my knees oh god replace it

Can't believe it I can't take it

On the brink of a break down

No love found in my soul

Straight from the get go

Nothing left in this heart

Just a motherfucking stab in the back

Back in my life

Yeah right

[Chorus]

Stabbed in the back

Filled with hate

Nothing else to say

Cuz I walked away