She wants me to

Get off the train tell her hi how I've been why

I don't call her anymore when ive been by

Her part town yeah her part of the night sky

Partly because I don't wanna fuck up my high

Even though id like to have kids with her

Have a son and make him a kid sister

When the rain pours down and the lights flicker

And I throw away a possible life with her

Cuz I'm in chi-town for another tour

In a hotel room with another whore

I don't really wanna say it but

I've always been a weak soul when a cheap touch

Come around looking like love maybe so

I been chasing what I've seen in the videos

When your chest might break from the butterflies

Circling your stomach hurting on the inside

But her stomach is just a bellybutton ring

And her brain is college boys and studying

And I'm in for one night and then gone

Troubled teens pass the pen for my theme song

And some nights I get my california dream on

Knowing you're trying your best not to move on

But I will understand when the dreams gone

And some boy puts his heart where I went wrong

And ill stand in the rain in cleveland

Hoping I can wash away these demons

Hoping you'll talk to me when I'm pleading

Yelling in the phone hoping that you're gonna leave him.

Isn't it pretty to think so

Maybe we could have been perfect.