Guess I've been wishing for

Things I've already done

Guess I'm humming out

Songs already been sung

Guess I'm thinking out loud... again.

I'm talking again

Talking way too much

Rambling my way in

Like I'm scared of your touch

Here I am again

Back to the start.

You twist up my head, so it's unclear

I thought I moved on but I'm back here

Tryna move slow so I don't fall

Back down the hole that got me started now

Fixing myself with a tool kit

I just can't look back to the school kids

Cuz they messed me up and then walked away.

Tryna run, run

As fast as I can from

All the rules that they'd bend cuz

It was easier to just run

I'll run, run

From all the damage that they've done

Don't even know it but it hurt a ton

I'm just gonna run.

Been overthinking things

But that you already knew

You think that shiny things

Would cover up what you do?

My head really hurts.

You twist up my head, so it's unclear

I thought I moved on but I'm back here

Tryna move slow so I don't fall

Back down the hole that got me started now

Fixing myself with a tool kit

I just can't look back to the school kids

Cuz they messed me up and then walked away.

Tryna run, run

As fast as I can from

All the rules that they'd bend cuz

It was easier to just run.