He's always been a bad decision

But I love how my collar bones look when I'm with him

He's got me in an endless prison

'cause the second I leave him I wanna be with him

Oh I wanna be with him.

I'm in love with a guy named "ed"

We break up then I'm back in his bed

I tell myself I won't do it again

I'm pushing away and he's pulling me in.

I'll write a million songs about him

Oh he makes me sick but I'm sicker without him

The only one who really knows me

And I feel in control when I let him control me

So I let him control me.

I'm in love with a guy named "ed"

We break up then I'm back in his bed

I tell myself I won't do it again

I'm pushing away and he's pulling me in.

Oh I'm in love with a guy named "ed"

We break up then I'm back in his bed

I tell myself I won't do it again

I'm pushing away and he's pulling me in.

And I've read all the books about him

But I hate how I look without him.