The coldest summer

You withdrew further

And gave a little less

You took the sun away

You say you're with me

Then ghost right through me

I'll never understand

How it slipped away.

All I ever dreamed of

Has fled to the stars and hides in the dark

Everyone I reached for

They tear me apart, encoding my heart

With shimmering scars.

Stonewall silence

I beg for guidance

But every vow we made

Unravelled through the pain

And if you say it's nothing

Then why are your eyes still flooding?

We stamped the embers out

I carry half the blame.

All I ever dreamed of

Has fled to the stars and hides in the dark

Everyone I reached for

They tear me apart, encoding my heart

With shimmering scars.

Was I not enough? was I not enough?

What still remains? I don't wanna break

Was I not enough? was I not enough?

I can't start again, I carry half the blame

I carry half the blame.

All I ever dreamed of

Has fled to the stars and hides in the dark

Everyone I reached for

They tear me apart, encoding my heart

With shimmering scars.

I can't start again.