I wish that I would've stayed

It sure was nice seeing everyone's face

But now I'm letting myself get the best of me

I don't wanna be tough

Maybe there's nothing wrong, I just overthink

Can't shut up

And I'm feeling the way that I did when I was fifteen

Like I'm stuck in a room with the world weighing down on me.

So I'm walking at midnight

I can't tell what's real or in my mind

And now I'm walking at midnight

Why can't I have a good time?

I sing to myself in a way

That makes it feel like it's really okay

And I know you're still dancing just down the street

While I stare at the moon

And all the lights of the city stare back at me

Like they know.

So I'm walking at midnight

Can't tell what's real or in my mind

And now I'm walking at midnight

Why can't I have a good time?

So I'm walking at midnight

Can't tell what's real or in my mind

And now I'm walking at midnight

Why can't I have a good time?

(Having a good time)