And now life is back to normal

I don't feel like crying when I drive

Even on the streets we used to ride down in july

And I guess I sound so healthy

Dealing with the blinding heartbreak shit

Even though I'm finally done with it, I kinda wish

That I still had one piece of sadness

Like seeing you and her laughing

Guess you're really over it when

You'd go through it all again.

'cause now I realize missing you, missing you

Was me calling up my mom

Bonding over all your wrongs

Now I realize missing you, missing you

Was staying at ryan's way too long

Writing albums worth of songs

Now I realize missing you

Gave me something to do.

And I moved back to the valley

I'm not getting triggered anymore

So I'm not getting ice cream from the store like before

I don't say much when someone calls

They ask, "what's up?" nothing at all

When I was broken I was living, now I'm boring just like golf.

And now I realize missing you, missing you

Was me calling up my mom

Bonding over all your wrongs

Now I realize missing you, missing you

Was staying at ryan's way too long

Writing albums worth of songs

Now I realize missing you

Gave me something to...

Do with myself

When I was going through hell

You gave me stories to tell

You'd say that I told them well

In all those songs that I made

To all my friends when we'd hang

Oh, but I still wouldn't change

Anything.

'cause now I realize missing you, missing you

Was me calling up my mom

Bonding over all your wrongs

Now I realize missing you, missing you

Was staying at ryan's way too long

Writing albums worth of songs

Now I realize missing you

Gave me something to do.