Turning on the lights

Let two more shadows fall in line

And I was opening one eye

When I was told to keep them shut.

I listen to the signs

Without the applause

They're saying that it's gone

Scrolling past the violence

I empty out my thoughts

Now I wanna turn to god.

Sent away my demons

But they keep coming back

A little of myself but not too much of it

'cause I gotta shape the past

And when I think about the times the weight was on me, I was good

Forgot how to love.

'cause I know too much

I know too much

I know too much

I know too much.

That's why I turned back to the green

Purest place I've ever been

And even when the food is failing

There's too much I can't unsee.

I'm the bad guy in my story

I've been stealing all the hearts

Just to feed my own

And I'm a little baby stalmine

Push the air right out of me

But I was missing all along.

Why am I so ashamed to

Run away from pain?

You know this time I've really seen both sides now

And I'm carrying that weight

I'm slipping in and out of rooms

Just like a ghost, oh...

But I never stay too long (someday they'll figure me out)

I can't take back your touch (take back your touch)

Forgot how to love (forgot how to love)

'cause I know too much.

I don't owe anybody anything

I think I deserve the space

I keep your secrets, they are safe with me

But I will see you again.

I don't owe anybody anything

I think I deserve the space

I keep your secrets, they are safe with me

And I will see you again.

Why am I so ashamed to

Run away from pain?

You know this time I've really seen both sides now

And I'm carrying that weight

I'm slipping in and out of rooms

Just like a ghost, oh

But I never stay too long (someday they'll figure me out)

I can't take back your touch (take back your touch)

Forgot how to love (forgot how to love)

'cause I know too much (I know too much)