I don't know how it ends now I'm older

But I hope it makes sense when it's over

No I never thought I'd live, make it out like that

You were everything I had once

Said I'd leave it all behind and I'd never look back

You were everything I had once.

It was days like this where I felt most alone

Where my head got sick from the light on my phone

Tryna tell myself that it wasn't my fault

And it wasn't my fault

Tryna run so far that you hide from yourself

Let your brain play tricks til you figure it out

It was days like this, I'd be down for a while

Ain't been down for a while.

Yeah I used to look up and I hate it

But the rain, I look up and I miss it

Hope my family knows I never meant to leave them

Think about it every time I write my feelings

Tell myself that everything is for a reason

Is it really thought or is it how I see it?

It was days like this where I felt most alone

Where my head got sick from the light on my phone

Tryna tell myself that it wasn't my fault (it's not your fault)

And it wasn't my fault.

Tryna run so far that you hide from yourself

Let your brain play tricks til you figure it out

It was days like this, I'd be down for a while (fuck em)

Ain't been down for a while.