Oh I, I've cried a couple hundred nights

And I'll probably cry a hundred more

From tryna live a diamond life

And you, you know you did the best you could

I know you blame yourself at times

But it's too late to knock on wood.

And I love you so much, so much that it hurts

But that don't mean I'm gonna censor my words

Yeah I messed up, I messed up again

But I swear that my heart is as gold as it gets.

Mama told me to look to heaven

"It's a dark, dark world, it's a dangerous place for a girl like you"

But mama, I don't belong to heaven

'cause I've sold my soul a long time ago, just like you.

Maybe life, life is just a learning curve

To get you in the nicest hearse

Or maybe it just ends on earth.

And I love you so much, so much that it hurts

But that don't mean I'm gonna censor my words

Yeah I messed up, I lost all my friends

But I swear that my heart is as gold as it gets.

Mama told me to look to heaven

"It's a dark, dark world, it's a dangerous place for a girl like you"

But mama, I don't belong to heaven

'cause I've sold my soul a long time ago, just like you.